May 142026
 

I’m in The Athenian Room, perched at a small table next to the exposed brick wall, underneath a mural of a sunlit blue and white hand-painted Greek fishing village. It’s morning in the mural. But outside the front window at The Athenian Room, it’s a warm summer evening, with people strolling through the soft twilight of Webster Avenue.

Alex, the owner, looks out on the room, nods at me, and accepts a nod in return. I wave away his offered menu. His eyebrows rise, I acknowledge the gesture, and he leans over the front counter to tell the grill man the order is for gyros, fries, and a coke.

Getting hungry, I close my eyes and imagine I’m a fisherman from that mural on the wall. Looking down on The Athenian Room. Remembering just a few of the threads that spooled out and connected this happy place to eat with Chicago’s homegrown cultural force — improvisation for the theater.

In my mind, Tina Fey is about to walk in the door. She will be ordering the Greek chicken.

In the time it takes for her to order and eat a meal, I could barely even begin to make the connections that play out from Improvisation for the Theater. I could just get started on the scenes that would wind their way off midnight stages set only with two chairs, past Second City alumni lists, Saturday Night Live reruns, memories of John Belushi, and Stephen Colbert just last night. Scenes that settle in the corners of everyday lives far from show business. Such a presence, such performances can save people, change them. Getting us to celebrate the connections between people. Prompting us, after a lot of hard work, to join in to what’s at the beating heart of Improv.

The essence of Improv is Truth.

I have been around The Athenian Room since the early years, before there was grey in Alex’s beard. In those years, as the sun rose over the lake and I finished my overnight shift, I would jump off the shuttle bus on Halsted Street, grab a newspaper from a machine, and find — before taking my seat — my coffee poured and Alex making the $1.99 two eggs, toast, and bacon breakfast.

Lost in thoughts of those brighter days, when sunlight poured through the third-floor window of the tiny apartment in the yellow brick building, drinking in Saul Bellow, Mike Royko, and Bill Brashler as if they and all the other Chicago writers all rode in on the morning light.

With my head lost in the books, and my memory entwined with imagination, I might not have even noticed the three people seated at the round table behind me. I didn’t know when they came in, what they looked like, or anything about them until they stop talking.

That’s when I notice the intensity of the silence. Dropping a napkin, I shoot a look. Framed at the table are two young women and a man. Their conversation had been bubbling over with laughter, when all three do something remarkable. They all listen. Listen to each other as if listening was a contact sport. That silence you hear is the echo of someone listening. Listening like it was a thing you could put on the table right next to the Greek fries smothered in the juices of the gyros and flavored with a touch of vinegar.

Listening like no one else listens is the first key to improvisation. Imprinted on my very soul.

I hear one of the women is called Tina. But I can’t really get a sense of who these three are, so I shift my chair. My second glance shows something else at the foundation of improvisation for the theater. There are no stars. Not here. Not now. Learning the craft demands that there be no stars. Because every action depends on someone else. The three fellow diners conversationally bounce off each other like three silver pinballs. But no one is a star.

I look again and swear one of the women notices me noticing. And is giving ‘a look’ back! I put that down to wishful thinking, but I had seen in her eyes a unique kind of intelligent awareness. Intelligence that comes from not being scared.

Now the boundaries of imagination, memory and time are gone. There is only me and the trio at the other table.

Their conversation deepens. I listen harder. I begin to hear names that are rarely, if ever, tossed into the spotlights of Saturday Night Live. I hear the name Neva Boyd. A woman born in 1876. Friend of the pioneers of social service, Julia Lathrop and Jane Addams. Neva Boyd, who figured out that encouraging children to play games with each other made for deeper, richer lives.

Imagine what it would be like to live in a time when people didn’t know that? Oh, maybe they knew it about their own kids. Neighbor’s kids. But not about the children of the immigrant, the children of the vulnerable.

The laughter at the table next to me stops for a moment as the food comes and you hear the gasps of awe. Years from the night I last sat at that table, another author and I would co-write a book on customer service. That book was shelved in favor of another that became a New York Times best seller. Maybe a good business decision? Not so good for me. Good thing I could improvise with what came next.

As I listen to the three at the next table, no one is talking about ‘me.’ You hear the name Viola Spolin, author of Improvisation for the Theater. She took Neva’s work to the next level. Spolin’s son, Paul Sills, pushed it forward. The Compass Players, that University of Chicago troupe which evolved into The Second City, put the work on stage. Tossed across the table in a quiet awe, I hear the name Jo Forsberg. Del Close is mentioned and somebody laughs. Charna Halpern, Linnea and Eric Forsberg, and Tim O’Malley all draw smiles. Now heads around the table are all nodding. The names keep flowing, the circle of community expands and it becomes clear that the third key to improvisation for the theater is the deep history of this cultural force. Chicago’s only real claim to have developed a unique cultural force. First listening, then working without stars, then acknowledging history. A superstructure springboard that spawns and nurtures talent.

Tina Fey, bubbling up with unquestioned inborn talent, has a river of history behind her. She can trace that all the way back to a woman born in 1876.

The sun is starting to go down on Webster Avenue. The people at the next table are finishing their meal. Alex looks over to me with a glance that says, “Hey! I need the table.”

All are back out on streets of a city summer night.

Just a few blocks north on Lincoln Avenue is The Players Workshop. This place is for those not destined for the main stage of Second City on Wells Street. At Players Workshop, you can pay to learn the craft of theater improvisation. And maybe, even if it’s just for a moment, feel the art. Feel some truth. Feel some history.

I step up the pace so I won’t be late for my class. Now arriving and opening the door, I am early. Thirty some years early for a Tim O’Malley Workshop from the future. A future that is happening right this very moment. As if a door through time has opened up for my friends and I to create something out of nothing.

Improv is alive!

Scene.

May 122026
 

She was the baby from the train that fell from the sky.

Did we catch her when she fell? I don’t know.

Maybe you should decide.

There were three of us. You, me, and the child. We named her Annie Beth Morningstar. We couldn’t give her much, but we gave her that name.

And I still wonder, even after all these years, why us?

Why were we the ones who caught the baby who fell from the train that fell from the sky?

The story started in the deepest winter.

First, You

Across the years, I am calling you back to remember that first night. In the smoky dark club overlooking the baseball stadium, winter howled outside the second-floor picture window, and you stood at the bar with a group, drawing the stares of any breathing male.

I was never one to just stare, even if I had to wait in line. I made my way through the crowd and simply stood in front of you. Your eyes narrowed, registering the mystery of that bold move, while I said, “You are so far out of my league, it would be an honor just for you to tell me to get lost.”

Something shifted out of range, those dancing winter winds taking the lead. I saw the smile you thought you were hiding, and with widened eyes you stared hard enough to see my future. You said, “Anybody with a line that cheesy needs work.” Your laugh was like a river running straight from your soul. “How can I tell you to get lost? You obviously need a lot of help.” We both laughed, and like an unspoken promise, everything changed.

The late-night rhythm struck a new beat. We started talking, the crowds thickened, and we slid into a kind of dance. There was a moment when your back was up against a scratchy brick wall, with your arms around my neck, and you said, “I don’t do stuff like this.” That kiss made us both forget our names. That moment erased everyone in that smoky loud room but you and me.

Then, The Accident

A week later came the accident that choked the whole city with pain. The accident and the baby on the train.

They’re called ‘El’ trains, elevated maybe two stories above the street on rusty iron superstructures that break apart every ray of sun brave enough to shine. Circling a loop of downtown Chicago, they rumble through the sky. Any human being in downtown Chicago who has looked up at the El has, at some point in their lives, asked themselves what would happen if one of those screeching steel monsters fell off the track. But no, that could never really happen.

Until it did.

At 5:23 on a rainy gray winter evening, the streets were jammed with rivers of people and vehicles. A motorman on the El paused at just the wrong moment – maybe there was a little bit of something he smoked, maybe not – and one car slammed into the back of another train. Two train cars jackknifed into the air, in slow motion, the wheels peeled from their tracks. Screams, stopped hearts, and terror blanketed souls like sweat. Glass shattered, metal twisted, bodies flew as two cars full of people tumbled over the side of the track and smashed onto the street forty feet below. One car was left hanging, jammed with terrified commuters, dangling in horror. Pointing straight down, maybe ten or twelve feet from the hard, cold street, the train car swung in the winter wind.

Ambulances lined up, engines humming, red lights strobing across the steel supports where the one train car still dangled, hanging from the sky.

Eleven people died hard deaths. The screams of the one hundred and eighty injured filled the night, crushing the heart of the city.

The hospitals ran out of beds, so they started putting people on the psych wards. Had to. No other choice. On the adolescent psych ward where I worked as a counselor, we set up cots in the day room and took in five victims. Five shattered souls who would never forget the terror of their train leaving the track and roaring out into the open air.

With no empty beds, there was no one else to claim the baby, so we took her on the psych ward. Like the first responders at the scene, those of us on the ward had no idea how the baby survived the crash. It was as if this baby could fly.

The Flying Baby

The Head Nurse, Larissa, had seen everything the street had to dish out. This was a woman who knew what the word triage meant … even she was stopped cold by the flying baby.

Since we had no cribs, we pushed two armchairs together in the nurse’s station. Aunt Sally, as we called one of our older nurses, shook her head, looked down on the child, and exclaimed, “Our own lil’ baby Jesus!” To which Larissa replied, “If that’s who this child is, then it turns out that Baby Jesus is a girl, Sally.”

The tiny stranger, looking up at the circle of heads surrounding her, didn’t seem the least bit scared. A little bruised, breathing calmly, she appeared to be eighteen, maybe nineteen months old. All of us had heard the first thing the EMT had said when he wheeled her into our ward. “But I tell you people, I did not know that babies could fly.”

The EMT continued, “She was in one of the cars that flew off the track and bounced off the ground. I found her in a pool of broken glass on the sidewalk. Smiling and gurgling. Not a single cut from all that glass. Barely a bump from the fall. More like she had just woken up from a nap. Nobody around her survived. No one. Just this one little child. As if she could fly. I swear. It was just like she could fly, slide on, and land sweetly gently on the street, waiting calmly for what comes next.”

Annie Beth Morningstar

Later that night, I called you to say I was working a double shift and wouldn’t be home until morning. I told you the story of the baby, and you asked me her name. I said no one knew, and that’s when you came up with Annie Beth Morningstar. You didn’t think about it. You said it right away. As if there was no other choice. You gave her that name. So that’s who she became.
The next morning, we had breakfast at Nookie’s. Over the eggs and sausage and coffee, we decided that you would come with me at the start of my afternoon. shift, and visit little Annie.
Later that morning, we walked back to your place for love and the only rest we could find.
When you came with me to my shift later that afternoon, we found that little Annie had been moved to the Prentice Women’s hospital on the other side of the building. You got to see her, though. I’ll never forget your face when you first saw her; you looked ready to sit down and start making plans with her.

It took almost two weeks to find the parents. They had both been seriously injured, the father was in a coma, and the mother had suffered a head injury, causing some memory loss. For those weeks, no one came forward to gather up and hold onto that little baby miracle, so, we would see her. We would see Annie every day. The nurses always let us in so we’d sit with her, sing to her, rock her to sleep. Sometimes she’d smile and look at us as if we all shared a secret. Catching her with smiles as she drifted off to sleep.

For a while she was just ours.

Up until that day her parents arrived.

I remember handing Annie Beth over to a woman I must suppose was her mother. Annie’s eyes were troubled. She gurgled and cried as she flailed, found your finger, and held on tight. She squeezed your finger, beaming you a smile, a smile that would have to do. Beyond her, the hospital room door opened, as if a train were about to board for a trip to some other distant sky.

After Annie

How do you lose something that was never really yours?

That winter, Annie’s winter, sputtered into a lifeless spring. Every corner of Chicago was painted its own shade of grey.

One grey spring morning, soon after losing Annie, we woke up at the exact same time, looked at each other, and both said, “Road Trip.”

How easy it was, back then, to just jump out of bed, slide into the car or hop over to the airport, and just get out of town. Packing was a 90-second prospect. No vitamins, medicines, lotions or potions, no preparation for weather changes. No reservations or planning the route. It was just “Go!” And if we got lost, we would just drive until we weren’t lost anymore.

Maybe our road trip was a buried cry to losing Annie. Or maybe not. We weren’t all that deep-thinking then. If some great cosmic voice from the sky spoke to us, “Do you realize this will be your last trip together?” we probably would have just turned to each other and asked, “Did you hear something?” pause a beat to laugh, and then say in unison, “Nah.”

Somehow, we knew we were driving south. How we got to North Carolina is a mystery, but we arrived at the Outer Banks. Camping amid the salty smells and sounds of the ocean, we drifted off to sleep. That’s when the rain started. Before long, it got seriously torrential to the point of scary. The tent collapsed, and we gathered up everything. Tripping and slipping and giggling in the in the mud, soaked to the skin, we ran for the car, tossed our stuff into the back seat, and started driving through the wet Carolina night. With only the rain and the empty, middle-of-the-night road, we headed for your parents’ roof three hours away, or maybe not.

For a while, we were quiet, listening to the rhythm of the wipers, and breathing in scents of the green forest rain. Turning away from me, your eyes searched among the darkness of the pine trees. Turning back to me, your eyes wide and bright as starlight after rain, you said, “Think she’ll remember us?”

I looked at you and said, “She will.”

And you answered, “We can hope.”


The original story was posted in March 2022 as The Baby From the Train. This edited version is what made it into my book,  Chicago Street Corner Stories, published in late 2021. Both versions have their merits. If you read both, let me know your thoughts, thanks.


Sep 152025
 

Ernie Banks died tonight. And in the summer green fields of heaven, they are playing baseball. Later on, I’ll go listen to Steve Goodman sing “A Dying Cub Fan’s Last Request.” But not right now.

Tonight I hear the crack of the bat and the rumbling roar of the crowd in the sunshine. Mr. Cub has just hit his 500th home run and when you watch him lope around the bases, head down grace in motion, you’ll run those bases with him and it will be a trip that will last your whole life through.

There be a news conference. There will be tributes. Tributes galore. But not right now.

Right now there is a still, grey pallor that hangs over the city on this cold winter night. It’s like the opposite of baseball. The night Ernie Banks died.

Six blocks east, Wrigley Field lies in tatters. A renovation that won’t be done in time for the start of the season. A construction site that hurt my heart when I first saw it. Place looks like someone took a giant cleat and stomped it into bits of broken toy.

So Ernie’s gone to greener fields to finish out his double header.

Here, we’ll still be expecting him on TV for just one more interview. I remember not too long ago he had an idea about ending hunger. That was Ernie. He made no small plans.

Here in this big shoulder city, as the years go on, if you look real hard when you’re walking down a street or a path through a park, and if you catch a glimpse of a smile like summer, or if you hear somebody talking happy, or if you see a gleam in someone’s eye like a warm day in June with the sun sprinkled soul of a giant; if you see any of that, you’ll be seeing Ernie Banks.

The best of us. That smile. Everybody now, “Let’s Play Two!”

Here’s to Ernie. God bless him. Playing baseball in the sunshine.

“Let’s Play Two.”


 

Published January 26, 2015 in HuffPost

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